Thurday 26th March

Well I did manage to get my account back up to GBP6000 but I have recently lost it all in just over a month. I seem to make the same mistakes every single day. Will i ever learn?

Today I sold the high and bought the low. Yesterday I sold the high. Yet on both occassions i lost money. By cutting my trade when it was offside by a small amount i was too afraid to follow my conviction and i duly lost money.

I seem to have tried everything. I have put everything into this business but still I cannot get it to work. And it is the same old mistakes that destroy me.

Today is another day. Yet what am I to do? I have 400GBP left, no money in my bank account, no food in my fridge and I live in a town I wish I didnt. Life is not great and it has been this way for a while.

'Feel the fear and do it anyway'. This is what I need to do but can I do it? Let us hope so as it is my only chance.